L.O.A.
Been a while, but Ms.F is back. So much transpired during my L.O.A...The universe is at it again, pulling out new tricks from its sleazy sleeves, trying to knock me off my feet. Ok, I'll try to write these down...I said before that I've finally finished my horrendous script and was expecting the beatings that will follow this accomplishment(?), but what came after blew me away.
Here's the gist...
- I was assigned to be the Playwright and Dramaturg/Assistant Director...BUT WAIT, There's more! Stage Manager, Personal Assistant, Bitching target, Emotional Punching bag, Slave, (to be continued).
- I got Chuked...Chuk (v.) To have your dignity incinerated to dust. (what the hell it really feels like.) After turning your dignity to dust, the dust will be mixed with muriatic acid, then stuffed back to your throat, for you to intake what's left of You ( if there is, or it's mutillated version otherwise) and then you suffer all over again.
- Got un-Chuked. Thank you, you made me stronger...
- Celebrated my 18 years here on Earth, as a Martian. ( Finally, something good to write)
- HATEST: abhorrent encounter with Mr. P
- Almost committed double homicide for attempts on the life of Mr. P
- Had numerous breakdowns, gallons of tears, buckets of sweat and blood....and still counting. Current and official records: 6 breakdowns in a day; 8 weeping episodes in a day; 0 body count.
- Mutated by the Demontist, effects will last for 6 months.
There. Now, how am I doing at the moment? Barely breathing...the Dementors rips my soul piece by piece but I'm still here...And I'd still be 'til the end. .
Matapang iyong sa mata'y may luha dahil sa hirap at takot ng kanyang dapat na
tahakin, ngunit sa huli'y kanya pa ring haharapin...hindi yoong mga tapang ay
lantaran Ngunit sa huli nama'y nagaatrasan.
* In addition to the title I so preciously hold as the Over-all Queen of Flopness, I am now also known as Ms. Ngarag 2006.* . -Ms.F